Dark or light?

Wandering alone in the dark

I can feel the wet earth bellow me

Cut off from everything

It's just me and the moon

Even my own shadow shies away

As i search for the primrose path

Thorns prick my soles

And blood smears my way

Little underground monsters are thus hard on my trail

Sweat beads form on my forehead

As i try and escape their gaze

Looking for some meaning

But the black steals all sense and i am left just wondering

I haste on my search for light

Whimpering and walking

Shifting and stalking

I stumble on ahead.

Just when i got it

Me tripped on my toes

And the monsters are upon me

Feasting on my blood.Oh! there's no hope for escape now

As i'm slowly torn apart

My gaze on my goals not twenty miles apart

Smell of my own blood surrounds me

As I slowly drift away

guess the light light was never for me

Darkness was my only way

Void

Haze surrounds me

As I try and chase the light

All alone in the ship in this dreary sea

Rocked and rolled by gods might

Can'nt tell whats black and whats white

Enclosed by claustrophobic greys so bright

Written my own decline

On the pages the ink has seeped

There's nothing here that's mine

All meaning has slowly leaked

Try and hold onto something solid

But mush overflows from the lid

Gone to far to draw back now

Stuck in this nothingness I've created

To move from here now HE won't allow

The chance back to normalcy HE gave and I missed

Floating aimlessly in this void

All reason and meaning is now devoid

Try and retrieve my truth from the mess

Find some answers in this nothingness

Hope for HIM to forgive and bless

Stress,distress!!

It’s the last few weeks before the exams and you’re trying to cram the year’s worth of studies in the ninth hour. Staring at the books that are getting back at you for ignoring them for the past year. The clock too seems be involved in the books evil plan as the minute hand defies time and refuses to budge. After six to seven hours of slogging and trying to learn up each and every word, solving inhumane question paper, trying to understand cruel math properties your brain is completely drained of all its thinking power and your is standing perpendicular with your head due to all that stress you have endured. You need to look for some kind of D-stressing agent. Some kind of magic potion that can make you feel all better and bring a sense of calm. The first thing I used to do was meditate. Yes I know meditation does sound weird. Something that oldies do because of health ailments or out of just plain boredom but seriously it works.I started on it just to prove to my granddad it doesn’t work but was left in a slightly embarrassing position when after just breathing in and breathing out with my thumb over one nostril left me more cheerful and less distressed (I lost 50 bucks due this bet).Another thing that works is green tea. Another old person trick that totally tames your nerves. Reading a good book (especially trashy romances) also works for me but if you’re not much of a reader as is the case with most of the population today this one would probably not work for you. But the number one most effective way to relax your body and soul is ‘music’. It completely calms your senses and makes you feel wonderful. Any kind of music even if the genre you don’t prefer. Its weird but even old Hindi movie songs with their utterly shrill tones also do then trick. And it would probably be for you best interest to not loose your headphones. Trust me these things might look trivial but you realize their importance only once they are lost, specially if without the music you go crazy. Keeping an extra pair are also always for the better. TV also plays life saver,tuning in to any mindless Chanel....even ones you don't usually watch is surprisingly comforting.The idiot really works.Facebook if you parents have not disconnected the net is also pretty calming.

Well happy studying(I'm trying to be positive here)