Dark or light?

Wandering alone in the dark

I can feel the wet earth bellow me

Cut off from everything

It's just me and the moon

Even my own shadow shies away

As i search for the primrose path

Thorns prick my soles

And blood smears my way

Little underground monsters are thus hard on my trail

Sweat beads form on my forehead

As i try and escape their gaze

Looking for some meaning

But the black steals all sense and i am left just wondering

I haste on my search for light

Whimpering and walking

Shifting and stalking

I stumble on ahead.

Just when i got it

Me tripped on my toes

And the monsters are upon me

Feasting on my blood.Oh! there's no hope for escape now

As i'm slowly torn apart

My gaze on my goals not twenty miles apart

Smell of my own blood surrounds me

As I slowly drift away

guess the light light was never for me

Darkness was my only way

Void

Haze surrounds me

As I try and chase the light

All alone in the ship in this dreary sea

Rocked and rolled by gods might

Can'nt tell whats black and whats white

Enclosed by claustrophobic greys so bright

Written my own decline

On the pages the ink has seeped

There's nothing here that's mine

All meaning has slowly leaked

Try and hold onto something solid

But mush overflows from the lid

Gone to far to draw back now

Stuck in this nothingness I've created

To move from here now HE won't allow

The chance back to normalcy HE gave and I missed

Floating aimlessly in this void

All reason and meaning is now devoid

Try and retrieve my truth from the mess

Find some answers in this nothingness

Hope for HIM to forgive and bless

Stress,distress!!

It’s the last few weeks before the exams and you’re trying to cram the year’s worth of studies in the ninth hour. Staring at the books that are getting back at you for ignoring them for the past year. The clock too seems be involved in the books evil plan as the minute hand defies time and refuses to budge. After six to seven hours of slogging and trying to learn up each and every word, solving inhumane question paper, trying to understand cruel math properties your brain is completely drained of all its thinking power and your is standing perpendicular with your head due to all that stress you have endured. You need to look for some kind of D-stressing agent. Some kind of magic potion that can make you feel all better and bring a sense of calm. The first thing I used to do was meditate. Yes I know meditation does sound weird. Something that oldies do because of health ailments or out of just plain boredom but seriously it works.I started on it just to prove to my granddad it doesn’t work but was left in a slightly embarrassing position when after just breathing in and breathing out with my thumb over one nostril left me more cheerful and less distressed (I lost 50 bucks due this bet).Another thing that works is green tea. Another old person trick that totally tames your nerves. Reading a good book (especially trashy romances) also works for me but if you’re not much of a reader as is the case with most of the population today this one would probably not work for you. But the number one most effective way to relax your body and soul is ‘music’. It completely calms your senses and makes you feel wonderful. Any kind of music even if the genre you don’t prefer. Its weird but even old Hindi movie songs with their utterly shrill tones also do then trick. And it would probably be for you best interest to not loose your headphones. Trust me these things might look trivial but you realize their importance only once they are lost, specially if without the music you go crazy. Keeping an extra pair are also always for the better. TV also plays life saver,tuning in to any mindless Chanel....even ones you don't usually watch is surprisingly comforting.The idiot really works.Facebook if you parents have not disconnected the net is also pretty calming.

Well happy studying(I'm trying to be positive here)

TREND:SUGAR RUSH!!

This summer a new trend sugar rush has come up.Refer to katy Perry one of the boys.Candy hues soft pastels,marshmellow shade-it's sugar,spice and everything nice..;).

HOW TO WEAR THIS TREND

This trend gives you permission to play with ruffles,polka dots and lace.

But you have to remember that you are'nt aiming for circus tent and so pair one peice with nude colours to balance out your outfit.

Even for formal you can add head bands,bows,little bith of ruffles here and there.

KNOT CLUTCH BY BOTTEGA VENETA

RUFFLE DRESS BY NINA RICCI

PLEATED DRESS BY CACHEREL

This trend can also be incorporated in everyday wear,like in the below picture fun candy colour boots perfect for the rainy season.

The main point to remember when dressing candy is to have fun and to let the pop inside of you show.But at the same time you must control the brightness with blacks or other nudes.

These shades would go perfectly with this trend.

Hope you enjoy this trend and have a lot of fun with it....<3

From The Diary of Chanel

“In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different.”One of coco chanel’s most famous quotes.I didn’t quite understand it till now.I’ve always been the different one,the quirky girl who wears hot pink with red.One with the weird relationship-never the normal rom-com story ,who’d rather read than party all night long.I liked knowing that i’m unique and that there’s no one quite like me in this world.Every one should be proud of that right?…but yet i always thought i would be easily replaced not quite unforgettable but not something to ponder much on,like the after taste bread leaves on your tongue it’s there onn your mind but you’d rather not waste your time thinking about it.But recently I’ve realized that everyone is different deep down, no matter how much someone aspires to be someone else they will always remain themselves and therefore there is a n unique place for every one in the world.No one is replaceable or unforgettable they will always remain in the hearts of the people who love them…after so much thought i came up with my own quote….”To become irreplaceble one must keep their loved ones close to their hearts”…~

The reflection of an artists soul in paintings

Every artist dips his brush in his own soul, and paints his own nature into his pictures

This quote by Henry Bosch Beecher describes just how art can be read from the artists perception and how his thoughts and feelings are documented in that one stroke.Every color,every image,even every movement in the picture tells us the artists story.

If the stroke is fast and urgent than it most likely means the artist was frustrated or tensed.is the stokes are soft and tender it means that the artist was calm and happy when painting.Even the color the artist uses can deduct what he felt through color psychology.if the artist has used alot of blues and black the artist is probably depressed or sad.like Picasso who went through the blue period which was influenced by the suicide of his friend Carlo Casagemas. Similarly.warm colors like red ,orange pinks and earthy browns show happiness and delight.However if red is used with white and black it can mean the artist is confused or sad.

Take the example of Vincent Van Gogh's painting starry night.

You can see Van Gogh was probably disturbed or depressed around this time.It also shows signs of his mental instability and bipolar disease.The brush stokes are fast and urgent like he had a sudden desire to express repressed emotions.Even the color use-blue and black show his state of mental disorder and development.

Lets study another painting by Van Gogh.

Here he has a much calmer state the bush work is soft and the colors warm.Even the subject is happier or more calmer.

His surge of emotions shows his bipolar state.

This shows how an artists soul is transparent through paintings and his feelings can be determined by carefully studying his work.

What is a friend

What is a friend....I wasn’t really sure I had the right meaning so I went ahead and googled it. The result surprised me...I realized there r many layers to the relation...Different for everyone...For some its someone close to rely on, for others a source to blink away the blue days with, someone who would offer you that shoulder pat away the sorrow, that person with whom you can laugh your head off on no particular matter and also cry on the phone at 3 in the morning. Someone who would watch out for you make you feel safe brush away your insecurities.hes like a security blanket I used o have when I was younger he makes you feel warm and safe. The person who would read underneath the fine print overlook the flaws...I soon realized this broad term can’t really be googled like my science projects, too deep and meaningful a term for software to understand. That is the reason why so many feel the need to comment or write about it because no matter how much you say how much you describe the meaning can’t be penned down exactly .it’s like a river calm and quiet sometimes and fast and ferocious at other times, unpredictable like the weather .every friendship is unique,just like every person is, from friendship we learn something new and valuable you like to have lengthy conversations with some while with others just the presence is enough..it’s a selfless relation, in friendship one gives infinitely without hesitatin.i have searched far and wide but end my discussion with one conclusions at the end of the day a friend is a person who makes you feel good about who you are.